And I wasn’t there, of course, but I really don’t believe it was on purpose; it just sounds like Matt was a very sensitive, person and he used a lot of drugs as a coping mechanism for his loneliness. He just took too much that night. Its all very sad, but from the stories Steve told, Matt seemed happier the last year of his life than he had been for a long while before. It seemed like he felt he had a lot to live for even though his life wasn’t perfect. Poor guy was just too fragile for this crazy fucked up world. R.I.P. Matt.

Did everyone ever stop to think that maybe they didn’t approve of his gay porn career. In their defense, the family doesn’t particularly owe us fans anything. I know we are all curious as to how he really died, but they have a right to their privacy so lets just give them that respect

To try and “speak my mind” yet some more, anyone who doesn’t know what they are talking about or even think they want to post a bitch comment about a beautiful artist now free of all your hate or jealousy, simply don’t. And as freely as I wildy will, I say go fuck yourselves if you are that ugly of a person.

Kurt Wild.

At first I felt bad for Darin but now I’m thinking he is a slick con artist who played a key role in Matts death by being a bitch while they were split appart. I’ve heard stories from reliable sources that suggest Darin wouldn’t leave Matt alone and played on his emotions. I also found out that Matt was actually dating someone at the time of his death. Darin tells a different story. Makes it sound like they were going to get back together and thats not at all what I’ve heard.

I think those that gave Darin a voice feeling bad for him initially now feel they were played by a slick talker and the only reason he came forward was because he knew the truth might get out so he tried to control some of the situation and get the blame put on someone else. He says Colt shouldn’t have sent Matt to Brazil. Well if Darin was so close to him why didn’t he step in and make sure he didn’t go? If he saw how down Matt was why didn’t he get him help? His story and his current actions don’t add up at all.

I just don’t get any of this. No obituary. No revealing his real name. No funeral until “some time” in Oct. I cannot even find a police report in any paper that states a man was found dead. There will be No funeral given by his parents but just friends. What the hell? No cause of death revealed because there is an “investigation.” Whats left to investigate?

What would there be left to investigate? This is all too odd. If anyone pushes wanting any information then we are told to just let him R.I.P. How the hell do you do that when you don’t even properly aknowledge he’s gone? Or that you reveal honestly how he went?

The Ex lover doesn’t want to carry the burden that he didn’t help out much when it came to some emotional problems Matt had so he wants to point at Colt. Some, not all, of those associated with Colt ( Kris Weston ) have changed their stories several times as to how much personal info they were aware of in regard to Matt.

Personally, I can’t see how anyone but Matt or those closest to him should feel guilty that he couldn’t sustain his own life and be responsible with the choices he made when it came to drugs and questionable relationships.

I think it was a very nice gesture that Colt even wants to give to a charity in memory of Matt when his own family won’t even aknowledge he’s gone.

It’s like everyone is afraid to mention his name because there is something else going on.

This is just my opinion. I think he took his own life and the family, true close friends and the ex want to play it down. The studio is trying their hardest not to add more problems to this situation so they aren’t publically saying anything.

Sad situation. This guy should have never got involved in the Industry.

dominick b

Mike in Sac.